“What did you say?” Nike asked when she’d recovered.
“I know
what daddy did.”
Nike
buried her head in her hands, praying that the next words that left her mouth
were not a mistake.
“What
did he do?” She asked.
“You know.
I know. I still think you can forgive him.”
Nike
sat up, and took her daughter by the shoulders: “Look here young lady, when you’re
thirty and married and your husband does to you what your daddy did to me…then
we can have this chat. So, don’t you dare judge me.”
Marie
looked away. There was nothing more to be said. It was obvious her mother’s
mind was made up.
Nike
stood up and left the room without a word.
Nine days later, Marie found out the identity of the other
woman by chance.
It was
a Wednesday and she’d just returned from school, she’d come home a little
earlier because she’d faked sickness in school. It was no use hanging around
classes when she couldn’t concentrate on a word being said.
As she
neared the front door, she heard the voices. Her mother’s voice and another
voice that sounded very familiar to her.
“…get
out.” Her mother was saying.
“Don’t
do this ma. Please I beg you.” The second voice belonged to a woman.
“You
still dare ‘ma’ me? Eh…Izie? If you respected me enough you would have stayed
away from my husband!”
Marie almost fainted. Sister Izie! She was the one who’d
broken her family apart! Oh Lord…
“It was
the devil’s handwork ma. I beg you. Please forgive him.” Izie was weeping now.
“So,
you’re here to advocate on behalf of my husband? That is the level we have
reached abi? Ingrate! Get out of my house now before I throw you out!”
Marie
wasn’t fast enough this time and before she could move, the front door swung
open and she found herself looking into the face of a teary Sister Izie and her
mother right behind her.
“You!
Get inside now!” Mum shouted.
Marie
opened her mouth to say something vile to Sister Izie. But she couldn’t seem to
think of something to say to the woman who was weeping openly before her.
“Get
inside Marie! I will deal with you later.” Her mother said again.
“Why,
Sister Izie?” Marie asked and without waiting for an answer, ran into the
house.
“I don’t
want to see you anywhere near my family again.” Nike said with calculated calm
as her daughter left.
“Please
ma, I’m sorry. You know I love the children.” Izie was still crying.
“Well,
obviously I made a mistake. You loved my children and decided to extend it to
my husband. You have no right to love them anymore. You just destroyed our
lives.”
Nike
watched with unblinking eyes as Izie walked away with her head bowed.
Why
had God allowed this to happen to her? Her own husband and Izie! The
thought of it still repulsed her.
Izie; the
girl she’d taken under her wing. The girl she’d loved because she reminded her
so much of her younger sister. Izie; her own convert…yes, the only soul she’d
say could be credited to her account in heaven.
Izie,
that she’d let into her home and given access to everything. She could still
remember her words to Izie when she’d brought her to the house for the first
time.
“My
home is your home, Izie darling. Feel free whenever you’re here.” She’d said,
feeling generous. The women leader with influence.
“Oh ma!
You’re so kind! God bless you!” Izie had gushed with gratitude.
“You
know we are put on earth to bless others. So, my dear…feel free to come around.
My home is your home and God’s love is here in abundance. Oya, come let’s enter
the kitchen and get you something to eat.”
And so it
had begun. Six whirlwind months of having Izie in their lives. Six months she’d
thoroughly enjoyed, she couldn’t deny it now. Izie had been wonderful. The kids
loved her. Nike did too. And apparently, Joe had loved her…only, he’d taken his
love too far.
Forgive?
Ha!
The
thought made Nike shudder. Two people she loved very much had betrayed her. How
and where did forgiveness come in? Even God will understand how she hurt. Judas
Iscariot had, after all betrayed Jesus. And he’d paid.
As she
turned to go back inside the house, she thought of her daughter who’d overheard
the conversation. Marie loved Izie…they’d gotten along well together. What
would this do to her?
Marie
was lying face down on the bed when her mother entered her room, she didn’t
stir. She didn’t want her mother to see the tears in her eyes.
“Sweetheart?”
Nike called softly.
There
was no answer.
The bed
creaked as Nike sat on it and put a hand around her child.
“She’s
the one, isn’t she?” Marie’s voice was muffled by the pillow.
Nike
inhaled deeply. How was she to answer that question?
(To be continued…)
it is so easy to preach forgiveness but rather difficult to practice it...especially when the betrayal is from people you trust and who are the last people you would ever think could betray you
ReplyDeletethe tale is getting more intriguing...well done
Exactly! That is why the Bible says we shouldn't judge others. God knows that experience is truly the best understanding of what others go through.
DeleteNice installment, Mimi. I would suggest that the voice of Marie should be toned down. I keep seeing an adult speaking instead of a child. But then, kids of nowadays. Lol.